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[soft_shelled]

[Yeah see, even someone as bad at people as Donnie can pick up the hints that are coming from Leo. Especially that croaky voice, as he goes to situate himself next to his twin in the pile of blankets.]

There's always a chainsaw... And it is a big deal, you put yourself out there and it didn't go right...

[makesascene]

No murder, no maiming, no mauling. [The three big M's that need to be stated given his family.]

I still wanna be friends with him later, if I didn't freak him out anyway. [He tips his head back a little with a wet kind of sigh.] I should have just pretended I didn't have a thing for him and let it go away. Easier that way.

[soft_shelled]

How about a little manslaughter? [You forgot an M, Leo. As Donnie will lean a little to be reassuring for Leo.]

If he's freaked out and doesn't want to be friends then it's his loss. You're pretty cool to know. [An attempt, through the blankets, to give Leo's back a pat.] And no, it wouldn't have been easier, it would have eaten you up inside and probably put a strain on the friendship eventually.

[makesascene]

No manslaughter, either. [He smiles a little at Donnie leaning in, though the smile doesn't last long.]

Not like he really liked me as a friend anyway. I was the one doing most of the friend stuff. He never really wanted to hang out... [He's cried out, but still ends up pressing the butt of his palm against an eye.

He ends up laughing again, embarrassed and mad at himself all over again.]

Remember when I invited people over to the dojo? I asked him and he just... kinda never came by.

[soft_shelled]

Are you sure? [Donnie means it, he'll do horrible things for his twin.

He's silent as Leo talks about the friendship with Gladion, a frown slowly developing on his face. Honestly, to Donnie, it's sounding more and more like this wasn't a good friendship in the first place. Especially with the last thing Leo has to say, and Donnie sounds a little mad when he finally speaks.]

Then like I said, it's his loss. You're a great person to be around, you're good with people, and you're just. Great. If he didn't see it well then why worry about him anymore? He's not worth it. Throw him in the trash, I say.

[makesascene]

Yeah, I'm sure. [He has to add that, just to be sure.]

He's been really nice to me before, helped me calm down when I was upset about the Krang stuff. I'm just.... [He ends up leaning into Donnie with a frown.] I'm not super important to him. That's fine.

I dunno what I should feel. [He's been flip flopping emotionally, he keeps skidding around.]

[soft_shelled]

[He huffs, because oh boy it would be nice to make Gladion regret his life right now. But he'll be good because Leo told him to.]

So? Big Mama was nice before she went and double crossed us, you know? [Back patting is happening now that Leo has leaned in.]

And you can feel whatever you want to feel, I guess. I dunno, I'm not... Great at this stuff.

[makesascene]

The situations aren't the same, Dee. It's- complicated? Cute boy complicated. The Chronicles of Young Jupiter Jim level of complicated, Dee. [Oh how he pined for young ripped Jupiter Jim when he was like twelve, but holy shit that TV show was awful. His brothers gave him such shit for it, but also still sat through episodes with him occasionally.]

You say that, but you're the one in an actual relationship. So, I think you're doing pretty good.

[soft_shelled]

Oh... So stupid and complicated. [He's not serious about the stupid comment, but oh boy does he remember the Chronicles days.

As to the comment about him being in an actual relationship though?]

Yeah, that is totally out of pure luck. I have no idea what I'm doing with it like... 99 percent of the time.

[makesascene]

He even monologues sometimes... and he's cool monologuing. [Donnie unfortunately learning what his brother's type is.]

Yeah, but... I think most relationships are like that? Holding hands, kissing and like not knowing what is going on.

[soft_shelled]

... Dramatic, of course. [That actually makes Leo's attraction make more sense than the serious goth angle.

As to Leo statement about how relationships are, well... Donnie coughs, or makes a coughing sound.]

It's a lot of not knowing what's going on, we haven't really... Done the other stuff.

[makesascene]

[Leo is about to go 'what is that supposed to mean' when Donnie levels with him.

Ew. Okay, he didn't need to know that.

But also Donnie is sharing with him? OoUgh boi.]

Well, just keep communicating a lot? I think that's all you guys really gotta do to figure out... other stuff.

[soft_shelled]

That's the plan and... Anyway that's not important, what's important is that you're okay.

[He's not going to be distracted from what originally brought him into Leo's room, which he has kind of forgot what that is. But he's going to pat Leo on the back.]