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[makesascene]

He trusted us to trust in him. god, I'm so stupid. I didn't think about how he'd feel if it came out like this.

Stop
just

Stop calling him james

stop it

[soft_shelled]

I am sorry for my part in this, Leonardo.

And why not, that is his name.

[It's also a way for Donnie to just... disconnect from the whole thing, by not calling Bucky Bucky.]

[makesascene]

[Leo is so frustrated with himself, frustrated that he's crying. He's angry and upset, and...

He deserves it.]

it feels like you aren't?? wha the fuck donnie

ist not

iST NOT

[soft_shelled]

Well I am, Leonardo.

... you are upset, we should talk more once you are less upset.

[makesascene]

of course i'm upset

ray is going to die

and you and bucky left me here, everyone is gone

[soft_shelled]

I am still here, just because I am not in your vicinity does not mean I am gone.

I simply need time to myself and I felt it would be best to leave you alone as well. I have faith that you will be fine.

[makesascene]

[Leo just hits the end of his ability to argue, too frustrated to articulate anything else.]

Fine.

I'll see you later.

[soft_shelled]

[And here Donnie feels he wasn't arguing at all.]

You will be happier when I return, at least happy with what I will bring you.

[makesascene]

[Leo takes a break from the conversation, just to chug water and stew on his feelings.]

Sometimes I wish you didn't bottle up your feelings until they exploded outwards and you lashed out. Cause when you do that, you go into the whole 'well, i shouldn't show my feelings!' crap and hide behind the idea everyone prefers you emotionless when inevitably exploding goes bad.

[soft_shelled]

[He had assumed that Leo was done with the conversation and had thus gone back to work on his project as best as he can in his current state, so when he notices a reply it is very much later than expected.

Ah... What to even say to that.]

I.

I shall try to not do that in the future, but I cannot guarantee that it will not happen again, Leonardo.

[makesascene]

I know its likely to happen again, I just wish you were at least aware of it sometimes.

[soft_shelled]

I shall endeavour to be more aware of it from now on, Leonardo.

[makesascene]

[He'll take that much. Its effort to some degree.]

Thanks, I appreciate it, Dee.

[soft_shelled]

[It's the least that he can do, really.]

... And again, I am sorry for my part in causing you distress.

[makesascene]

Just come home later, and it'll be worth it.

[soft_shelled]

...

... Okay.