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[makesascene]

[Hurt feeling central is off and running. Leo is trying to mildly get things back under control.

It doesn't work since he's just emotionally all over the place.]

It's not like I'm constantly irresponsible, you know. I do stuff! I helped both of us rank up with Elias, I feed myself, I'm not stupid.

I just wanna have fun too. I just wanna feel normal sometimes. When are we ever going to be normal teenagers besides right now? If we somehow went home, we wouldn't have this.

[The fact he can't lie means the truth kind of just spills out of him against his will.] Fine, okay, you weren't complaining the entire time.

That isn't what I said and you know it, Donnie! I just... didn't want you to be alone. I thought you and Bucky would at least have some fun. If you guys made friends, I thought it'd help if I ever like disappeared or something.

[soft_shelled]

Yes, you did and I'm grateful for you doing that.

[Being normal, oof... Something even Donnie has kind of longed for and well. They have that here, yes but also...]

Except we're never going to be normal, Leo. Even here we're monsters, we're not normal, we're not human. We never have been, and well... If we went home we'd have to just accept it.

[But oh that last part, that hits a nerve. It hits on a fear Donnie has that he hasn't voiced much at all, and that's the fear of losing Leo again.]

No, we're... You're not going to disappear.

[makesascene]

We're normal enough teens here, Donnie. Even with the monster stuff, we're more normal than we've ever been. I don't think either of us could handle being like actually fully human you know?

So many people disappear, Donnie... I worry about it sometimes. I don't want you guys to be lonely.

[soft_shelled]

I could barely handle it for the first month here, so I know. I know.

... well, you're not allowed to disappear so why worry about it?

[makesascene]

[Leo forces himself to take a brief break from the conversation. Assessing what he's feeling before he's back. He's definitely still a little hurt, but, he clearly kind of hurt Donnie too.

He takes a long drink of water before he looks back at the last few messages.]

Okay, look. I went to grab water, thought about this for a sec.

Sorry for getting all... upset, I guess? You not being interested kind of hurt my feelings. I know now you didn't mean to. [Normally, he'd phrase it a lot less... directly. Now it's all just kind of spilling out, and Leo is accepting of it to a point.]

I just want to make sure you and Bucky aren't alone if I'm not around. You both are pretty big home bodies and I try to do stuff to get you out at least a little. I probably should ask more before I do that stuff.

I'm not gonna disappear, but I'll always worry about it, Dee.

We both kinda cope in the same ways, you know? Having a plan helps make things less scary.

[soft_shelled]

[And while Leo does his thing, Donnie has gone to just... Focus on some work of his own, taking the lack of a quick reply as Leo just deciding to drop the whole thing and ignore it which, well. Donnie would be fine with doing.

But then his laptop pings with the message from Leo and he reads it.

And reads it again.

And doesn't exactly know how to respond to it, at least not in a way with words. Or in a way with words that don't sound wrong and mean or stupid. So he's closing his laptop and going to find Leo.

Where ever he is in the apartment, be it the kitchen, the living room or his brother's room, he's finding Leo and just going to uncharacteristically hug his brother now. And he doesn't plan on letting go either.]

[makesascene]

[Leo for his part had assumed the lack of response on Donnie's part was his brother just ending the conversation. The thought of that stings, but, Leo can deal with it. He said what he wanted to say.

Maybe they'll talk about it later.

He's spread out across his bed, surrounded by decorative paper. He's been working on an origami string of cranes for a good while. One hand makes it slow going. The creak of Donnie's footstep on the threshold is enough to make Leo look up. He offers his brother a tired kind of smile, sitting up properly to talk to him.

Then he's hugged.

Donnie initiating contact is always a surprise. Much less a hug this fierce. He returns it the best he can.]

I got you, Dee.

[Its an easy enough promise to make when you love someone.]

[soft_shelled]

[Leo returning the hug is reassuring. As Donnie lets out a sigh of relief at the contact being returned.

He wants to say something, but he's not sure what to say. He already said that Leo isn't allowed to disappear, so saying that again seems pointless so instead...]

I know. I know.

[makesascene]

[Leo half flops onto Donnie, just invading his space. There is no escape.]

Wanna help me fold cranes? I think if you fold a thousand of them, you get a wish. Maybe we can share a wish?

[soft_shelled]

[He accepts his fate of having Leo flopped upon him.

Although he is a bit surprised at the offer to fold cranes.]

I'm probably not that good at it, but... sure?

[makesascene]

Dee, my cranes started out looking funky, but got better. Then funky again when I lost a hand.

I think you're gonna be more than fine. [He gestures with his stub vaguely, more out of muscle memory of having a hand.]

[soft_shelled]

Leo, unless it's like... Schematics, I can barely draw a straight line. Folding is probably the same thing.

[But hey, he will pick up a piece of paper and fiddle with it after letting go of Leo first of course.]

[makesascene]

Its like following a schematic, Dee. Just gotta learn it. [Leo picks up his own piece of paper.]

Lemme walk you through it.

[He gives pretty clear instructions with his awkward one handed folds, walking Donnie through the process of making a crane.]

[soft_shelled]

... Okay.

[And he will raptly pay attention to Leo's instructions before attempting it himself.

It's so bad, the folds are crooked and his first attempt is nothing like a crane at all. It takes everything Donnie has to not crumple it up and chuck it at the wall, but he for sure makes an annoyed sound at his failure.]

[makesascene]

Pretty good attempt, Dee. I like it. Good beak, good neck on there. [Leo looks at the crinkly crooked crane and finds the positives in it easily enough. Donnie has the right shape mostly in place.]

Now you gotta go for attempt two, and see where you land.

[soft_shelled]

[He almost says "Don't lie to me" at Leo's words but ah yes, his brother is a faerie and thus can't lie. So he just lets out an annoyed huff as he goes to pick up another piece of paper and go for attempt number two.

Which turns out slightly, but not much more, better than the first one.]

[makesascene]

See, progress. [Leo for his part is actively encouraging. He's relaxed back in his bed, chilling out with his twin.]

Your wings are already looking better. You're getting a lot closer to a crisper fold.

[His folding takes a bit longer since he's doing it all one handed, but he does figure it out, producing a much nicer looking crane. Practice showing in the way its folded perfectly in places.]

[soft_shelled]

Hrm.

[He places his second crane on the bed next to his first one before he'll get another piece of paper to try again. But he does wait a bit and watch as Leo goes about it first.]

... You really don't believe that making a thousand of these will give you a wish, right?

[makesascene]

I mean, its worth a shot, right? Most people don't believe in half the stuff we've seen, Dee. [Leo shrugs a little with the sentiment.]

[soft_shelled]

Most people aren't us, Leo. [But whatever, he's going to try for a third time. This time taking it slow and doing his best to not mess it up.

Donnie might be sticking his tongue out a little as he folds his crane too.]

[makesascene]

[Leo notices the kitty blep on display and snorts a little.] Kinda proves my point, Dee.

If we can exist, if magic can exist, just indulging on something silly can be fun too.

[soft_shelled]

We're not magic, we're just... Fucked up science. [Unaware of how that sounds, as he's veryyy focused on his folding.

Also, don't mind the brief look on his face at the mention of magic. Sure he's a bit more accepting of it since unlocking his ninpo but... Old habits die hard.]

And I guess so.

[makesascene]

Prettttyyy sure we got pops family magic, but sure, Dee. [He will continue to be a menace about that much.]

It makes me feel better, that's, kinda all it really is. [He admits, eventually balancing the crane on his leg to get a particularly hard fold.]

[soft_shelled]

That's genetic. [And he shall rebut it! Rebut!]

... Well if it does that then I guess I can help out. [As he's finishing off his crane and well... It's lopsided but much better than his first two.]

[makesascene]

Oh, so magic is genetic? [Just going to needle Donnie vaguely.

Okay, he's a little surprised Donnie wants to help out. He sort of expected his twin to indulge him for now.]

Only if you wanna, Dee. I know you'd probably find this boring.