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Donnie, your truth is a little skewed right now because you're computer and slime brain. You're just sharp logic without thinking about feelings.

He literally had no context as to why we weren't doing anything to help Ray, or that she did this stuff in the first place. He was trying to help. You'd do the same thing if you saw someone going after Ray or I publicly like that and you didn't have the context for it!

Now he thinks we didn't trust him at all, and were just lying??? That isn't what any of this is.

Donnie, it's... it's like a muscle, you only learn how it works by flexing it, even if it doesn't always go how you want it to. I'm more mad you left me behind. Ray is going to die, Bucky ran away and then you left me here too.

Considering what he knows of us and how we are, he should have figured that his help was not needed. If we required it we would have asked of it.

And if he takes my words as to be how you feel on the subject then he is a bigger idiot than I thought, because you have your own feelings on this subject that I am not privy to. If he has an issue with our methods then he can have the issue with me and leave you out of it.

I left because I knew if I stayed you would get upset with me once you learned about what happened between James and myself. I am aware of what is going to happen to Ray, but I am putting my trust in her knowing what she is doing. The fact James ran off is his own decision, and a stupid one I might add, I have no control over what he does.

I'll be home in a few days, with something for you as well, I am sure you can handle yourself just fine until then.

He trusted us to trust in him. god, I'm so stupid. I didn't think about how he'd feel if it came out like this.

Stop
just

Stop calling him james

stop it

I am sorry for my part in this, Leonardo.

And why not, that is his name.

[It's also a way for Donnie to just... disconnect from the whole thing, by not calling Bucky Bucky.]

[Leo is so frustrated with himself, frustrated that he's crying. He's angry and upset, and...

He deserves it.]

it feels like you aren't?? wha the fuck donnie

ist not

iST NOT

Well I am, Leonardo.

... you are upset, we should talk more once you are less upset.

of course i'm upset

ray is going to die

and you and bucky left me here, everyone is gone

I am still here, just because I am not in your vicinity does not mean I am gone.

I simply need time to myself and I felt it would be best to leave you alone as well. I have faith that you will be fine.

[Leo just hits the end of his ability to argue, too frustrated to articulate anything else.]

Fine.

I'll see you later.

[And here Donnie feels he wasn't arguing at all.]

You will be happier when I return, at least happy with what I will bring you.

[Leo takes a break from the conversation, just to chug water and stew on his feelings.]

Sometimes I wish you didn't bottle up your feelings until they exploded outwards and you lashed out. Cause when you do that, you go into the whole 'well, i shouldn't show my feelings!' crap and hide behind the idea everyone prefers you emotionless when inevitably exploding goes bad.

[He had assumed that Leo was done with the conversation and had thus gone back to work on his project as best as he can in his current state, so when he notices a reply it is very much later than expected.

Ah... What to even say to that.]

I.

I shall try to not do that in the future, but I cannot guarantee that it will not happen again, Leonardo.